I know my blog posts are becoming fewer and farther between. Part of that is because I have been so busy. Part of it is because I always have to work up the courage to share my thoughts and feelings so openly. Even though it is not as scary as sharing verbally, it still scares me!
Jeff made a comment to me today that really struck me. Someone had mentioned how Heavenly Father will never give us more than we can handle. However, how many of us have at times felt extremely overwhelmed by what we have been asked to handle? Jeff’s thought was that maybe Heavenly Father will never give us more than we can endure without the help of the Savior. I reflected on the truth in that. How many times, when perhaps we have reached those breaking points, have we suddenly found added strength and comfort because the Savior came to our rescue? Suddenly these unbearable burdens became bearable. I am reminded of a scripture from Philippians: I can endure all things through Christ, which strengtheneth me. (I know it goes something like that). Maybe sometimes we are asked to endure certain challenges so we can learn to understand the Savior and what He suffered for us, as well as what He can do for us in times of need. I feel very strongly that there is nothing like the peace and comfort, and strength that come from the Savior. It is that feeling that nothing is impossible. It is the feeling that I can hope for a better tomorrow. It is the complete absence of fear. It is true happiness and peace that nothing else can bring. There is nothing else like that feeling.
Sometimes it is hard to overcome our fears and worries long enough to recognize what the Savior can do for us. We may forget He is there and think we have to do it all on our own. Even the daily grind can become overwhelming as we try to be “Wonder Woman” or “Superman.” There comes a time when we must recognize and admit our own limitations and acknowledge the need for Divine help. At the moment, this is I what I am struggling with. I have let anxiety and fear cloud my faith. I am constantly looking for ways to solve all of our problems on our own, forgetting that Heavenly Father can do so much more if I am willing to put my faith and trust in Him. I have to pray daily for the strength and faith to overcome my anxiety so that I can see His hand in all things. Maybe I am looking for the wrong answer to my problems as well. I think it has to be a certain thing we need to get us through. But maybe Heavenly Father has a different plan that will give us just what we need to get through, and I need to trust in that. It is hard when we are standing at the starting line, facing a mountain, and we cannot see how we can possibly climb it and get to the finish line on the other side. But we have to have faith and start climbing, relying on the strength of the Lord to carry us through. He will not let us fail. We might stumble and fall a few times, but He will pick us up and carry us through the hardest parts. He will get us to the finish line if we have the faith to rely on Him. I also think it is important to remember that Heavenly Father cares about everything that is a concern to us. We may not think a problem is important enough to trouble Him with. But who better to turn to? When we really don’t know what to do, there is always Someone that does. Of this we need to remind ourselves everyday! Every decision we turn to our Father in Heaven for, will only serve to increase our faith.